Edge Of The World by DeviantArt user drakmin (http://drakmin.deviantart.com) under Photography/ People & Portraits/ Fashion Portraits
Sometimes we use the word ‘scared’ lightly because it can pertain to anything, from being scared of spiders to being scared of the dark. There are different levels of being ‘scared.’
I have been thinking about the things that makes me scared – and not in the light, being scared of cockroaches (which I am) by the way. I thought about what makes me terrified – scared that I do not think I can overcome. I wouldn’t say that I am not scared of dying – cause I am. I wouldn’t say that I am not scared of death – cause I am. But what I realized is why I am scared of dying or death. I am terrified of what I would be losing and gaining all at once.
I would be losing the world, the ability to use my senses and be in the world that we know.
I would be losing the physical capability to be around my loved ones.
I would be losing time.
I would be losing the privilege to absorb the beauty of the world.
However, I am most terrified of what comes next..
I do not believe that in death, nothing comes next. I would like to believe that, when one passes – there’s still a next chapter.
So maybe I am scared of not knowing at all?
What about you? What are you scared of?